haven been realli goin out 4 the past 3 mths(reaching 4 mths) nor doing any studyin...so what hv i been doin...hmmm..haven been go on any serious shoppin YET..(maybe tml?) .. haven meet up wif some fellas..n my same xcuse is ...."tis wk is bz...nxt wk.." but luckly they r still ard despite my shit attitude.. n haven been to dfly n surprisingly dun felt like goin either..hmm..
yest gt a little dream that reminds me of something... something about "leavin TP" BUT gt nth to do wif TP nor ppl in TP...ala wad am i tokin..anyway..wanted to do something but wander wads holding me back.......ans: laziness
always complain about nt having enuf time but tink about it...wads there to rush when theres so much time ahead in (boring)life.

life is fragile so one shld cherish those around
Aftr seeing all e little mistake i make along e way
aa jus hope that i can re-live again..
but wads done cannt be undone..yada
so i can only nag at myself..

wana announce a new life for myself n i actually threw away alot of my little things with little memories...

Top 10 hates at e moment
Exams coming up (countdown...), pulling myself away frm bed,
e need to drag myself to work, feelin of guilt (jus stabbed someone in e heart,, myself),
hungry yet no appetite(a sign of greediness), chilly cold weather at nite,
stupid saddening tot that kip poping into my head, flu+cough attack
wantd to do something but DID NOT....aaa e coward me.
too much of something n nothing comes out from everything..

some soul searchin plus reflection is gd ....

the official site for movie : matrimony is freaky.

What lies inside the box?
e lazy me took a 1 wk off from wk which i felt v guilt bout since they r quite nice to me....plus i'v alrdy kana blacklisted once..but anyway.. recently life since v meaninglesss to me...zzz do a massive make over for my room...more clear n gd way to kick start a more tidy me..a neater room will naturally bring a stress-free ambiance...plus a cute hammy certainly cheer me up...bUT forgoten that even jessie is prohibited from home.... so..

studyin n finishin any assigmt USED TO seems like a big accomplishmt to me..ya that was yearssss ago....but nw studyin is sucha dread to me.. playing online game isn't any thing to me except acceptin that i know im wasting my time away.. n shopin isn't an interest to me now..,except e need to realli shop for needs..n everyday seems like ....jus every day.. n i prefer things to be neater n cleaner than b4..n suddenly my rm seeems so empty ..n nt used to it.. n im feelin v sick tis day..maybe jus refusin to be any alert.. so since when did everything changes so much...

remedy for myself: GET a life..