faded..

2010-09-26T07:46:00.000-07:00

SAYING " NEXT !" with excitement...

thats how i am goin to deal with it.

2010-09-08T06:24:00.001-07:00

This blog have been stagnant for a long long time...
still, it is going to be my hide out place.

How can i not blog about .......F..(F for Fate)
Everything seems so perfect.. Even the slighest not perfect still seems nice to me.
But things do not always go this way. Life had to be so ..harsh.
Relationship takes 2 hand to clap.
Why the fate if we are not goin to be together. Feel so tortured.
All the sweeet things we do. I never treasure thing till its gone. Always.
Then again, this time round is not my fault...i did try i mean. Im willing to.
Is it the wrong timing. It must be.
I am willing to trade in many thing in return just to get back together.
Thats where i realise i have accidentally drop to close to heart.
So much so that i feel ...hurt.
I feel tired. Not sure how to go about living the next few many days till im past this stupid phase.
I just want to get over it. It wasn't easy either.
Feel so stupid.
F is not worth the heartache..still alittle part of me feels that things did not
work out is because of me n my ego and my ....
anyway......im still thinking of ways to get over.
Life is nothing without the one you wan to share it with.

Lets jus say life is complicated.

2009-12-07T07:48:00.000-08:00

OK before 1 story fully comes to an end...another one unfold.

So dramatic ya. WTF.

Anyway. stress out ppl do crazy thing.

I saw the different side of me..

Giving ppl name n bullying ppl...and...whinning....n ....

i miss you. Hai.

2009-11-10T05:05:00.000-08:00

ok so the issue is....y do i keep having this feeling that something big/exciting
is about to happen... whats wrong with me...

i cant feel myself...felt like im living somebody's life.

I have learnt a thing or 2 though...after so many wrong move.

I still miss ......the old home once in a while.

Im holding faith ...that whatever happen is for the best.

2009-10-04T01:20:00.000-07:00

Im willing to trade money for happiness n things i wana do :)

2009-10-04T00:47:00.000-07:00

Issue 1
If only i have elder sibling...he or she could have warn me whats
ahead in life.... I always ended up ...missing alot of thing.

Issue 2
I can't stop ppl from judging me, but i can't stop myself from getting upset
about being mis-judged.

2009-09-29T23:17:00.000-07:00

I like mayonise , egg n cheese n waffle n bagel n orange juice .....Im hungry.

Last 2 day was quite a bad day for me...

I feel like...................... running away from home.

Not that anything happen.

I just dono why.

2009-09-25T12:16:00.000-07:00

I agreed to do a 1 time event job...backstage.

For a lamborghni membership event ...

SO! Im suppose to assist them(Models) in their dressing.

Felt like i JUST won a Backstage Pass for "Fashion Show"!!!

Anyway...
I was helping one of them with the legging....and.........

and i told her that she look like one of the models in "American Nxt Top model"

AND she said......... " Ya..im Jaslene" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i can't help but exclaim OMGGGGGGGG

She is my favourite winner in the season that i like MOST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can't believe she fly all the way from America to Singapore (and i manage to catch her)
...n she is so...................... down-to-earth

(AND i still get paid for working. Hee)

Somehow...she inspire me alot..................................

(why do i sound like a little girl again)

2009-09-24T10:12:00.001-07:00

I wish ....

to have a normal good job with normal good pay.

Not too much to ask right??

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Im never into Korean stuff...but i shall give it an exception

this time round.......

Im still a little girl at heart :)

Choi Si Won ! ( *smitten)

2009-09-24T08:26:00.000-07:00

I hate everything that was going on right now.

Everything .....

Just so that i wun make the ppl who care...worrying for me...

I always try to put up a brave front.....

It is so tiring................................................

2009-09-19T08:40:00.000-07:00

I WAN THE BEACH !!!!!!!

2009-09-12T09:17:00.000-07:00

Sometime theres just too many thoughts in me...

Sometime i just cant help, but foreseeing things way in advance....

Sometime i just care too much....

So...im really tired now and going to bed.

......oh........AND there is just too many unneccessary pressure around me...

Its too much.

I wana leave.

2009-09-10T07:07:00.000-07:00

Im waiting for....GG season 3

2009-09-07T00:04:00.000-07:00

Life is a joke.

2009-09-03T05:47:00.000-07:00

They are so cute... :) super junior

2009-09-01T06:37:00.000-07:00

Life is indeed hard. I need some peace.

2009-08-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

Every day
we just move on with our life.
I wanted to pause for alittle while.
But cant.

The last thing i want is to take things for granted.

2009-08-28T06:27:00.000-07:00

Subway

Uptown

Downtown

Lost

and

Found.

2009-08-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

NeW York.

The horse.

The people.

The street.

The light.

and The Night.

2009-08-28T06:22:00.000-07:00

The filthy street.

Yellow Cab

Where am i .

2009-08-28T06:12:00.000-07:00

The long route...

From 1st street to 3rd street.

2009-08-25T00:06:00.000-07:00

Was about to start listing out a list of " I Hate..."

then decided to start my positive life ...like from today..

so ...

Im grateful that i am still alive n kicking.
Im grateful for all the ppl around me...ALL
Im grateful that i got no job n im slacking away.
Im grateful that i pass all my module n im graduating in time.

2009-08-22T20:44:00.000-07:00

i wander....

why do i have the feeling that im wasting my life away...

was there something that i did not do.. hmm

2009-08-18T02:23:00.000-07:00

I miss the blue bedroom and my red blanket.
I miss Rene (who pops up everywhere)
I miss the random party night
I miss the coffee ( vanilla n hazelnut )
I miss the TV
I miss the air
I miss the quiet ness of the night.
I miss bagel and cheese.
I miss the nice kitchen
I miss the carpeted house.
I miss the air-con
I miss the beach
I miss the sand
n i miss northcarolina
n i miss the silly me.

2009-08-15T23:51:00.001-07:00

3mth feels like 1 year.
Too many things happening at the same time.
Even returnin to my room...feel so..not-my-room.

But..it was good. I want it that way.
Not sure what will happen in my next phase of life.
But i will be strong.

2009-08-15T13:38:00.000-07:00

I got home.
And realise there are surprises all over my room.
I was touched. You know me :)

2009-08-15T13:18:00.000-07:00

I JUST GOT HOME. Singapore i mean.

It must be the jetlag ..i was feeling as though im 'floating'.
Everything seems so long ago...n weird.

After unpacking my luaggage..i realise ...i could have bought...MORE.

Anyway...was stucked at Lasvegas n New York with
no free wi-fi ..thus i did not get to ...blog nor connect.

What happens at Vegas STAY at Vegas.
it was a 'waa' place , not as LAVISH
Still it was a splendid place to be in.
Hotel: C C
transportation was GOOD.
Buffet for straight 4 days.
Shopping every now and then.

New York New York
was kind of overrated.
Went Grand Central Park the 1st day. .
Ferry to Staten Island...was ... free
SHopping at 'Madison Ave' was FUN. Cheap n many variety.
Went brooklyn Bridge...it was .....kind of tired but nice view.
Ripley Believe it or not was....kind of smaller than i thought
World Trade Central.....is boring.
Little Italy is ...restaurantsss
Hostel is kind of funny..
and Dinner at Bubba Gump which overseas Times Square.
Thai Food and China Buffet for branch.

NorthCarolina
..i always like the beach.

it was a life experience...

Theres so much a brain can contain...
Time jus keep passing by ..
What was left behind is just the 'memory'
no?

2009-07-31T12:14:00.000-07:00

i was cycling 1 day ...n took some random pic......

2009-07-29T10:15:00.000-07:00

First...
i think theres someone saying prayers for me..
because..everything i do..seems to flow smoothly into place.
Im bless =)

I did not hurt myself ,
I did not loss anything,
n everything seems to go according to what i hope it
to be..

we landed at a wanderful house.

with a 'ok' landlord

with a crazy n nice roommate.

and then we met renee our 'driver'...ok but he is

also a big great fren of ours.

and mexican food to eat at home.

a little girl at home to play with.

and a bodyguard

and a job that provide free lunch..

and a job that allow me to bring ham n cheese home.

thanks..God.

Second..
luckily i couldn't speak Russian...so im NOT that
close to them(my roommate)....if not i will miss n
wun't bear to leave NC...
there are many small little other ppl that make me feel
that i leave something behiind... argh...if im not comin back..(probably not)
its the las time im seeing them in my entire lifetime.

Third..
im going Las Vegas! it was a last minute decision..
im excited..but if only my lauggage is not THAT heavy
and if im alittle RICHER.....

2009-07-24T23:23:00.000-07:00

the day b4 was raining...didn't go out after work.

yest did manage to catch the long-awaited 'harry potter'
with ah min
but ......guess im too tired that i fell asleep...

ate chinese food...at CHINA KING...sounds cheesy...
but some of the food will amazingly.......nice...

it was at that moment inside my head that i scream 'i miss ..................sg.'

2009-07-18T23:52:00.000-07:00

thats me at DELI with
Ruslan....what a name.

a photo i finally manage to dig out

from my phone...on a faithful night.

---> Natty n frens =)

2009-07-18T23:51:00.000-07:00

this i s so cute...!!!!

2009-07-18T23:40:00.000-07:00

2009-07-18T23:29:00.000-07:00

Have been really busy the last few days..(or week)

Went 'kelly's bar' on Monday after work.
saw nick and his frens..so there are many of us.. so its fun..
AND...they have this freestyle rap contest going on....

and theres this weird guy that kind of follow me....and i ended up going
round n round the club...until my bodyguard comes..

then 'Portacall' bar on Tues ....after work again...
this time is more of a 'girls' night....

as all 4 other Russian sleeping in
the next room went. ....Olga, liyna 1, liyana2 and kate.....

they are all each individually funny..n crazy ....just thinking about it
make me LAUGH OUT loud....

AND THEN ! 'brewing station' on Wednesday ......after work...again again...

HAA its crazy...i agree to go on purpose...though im exhausted....... as
im leavin soon so................................

follow by a REST after work the nxt few days.........then PAYCHECK on Fri..!!!!!

thats what celebration is all about. =)

2009-07-09T21:56:00.001-07:00

1 day i thought that somebody stole my camera...
Next day i found it =)

1 day i was so tired...
Nexr day i had a day off.

1 day was transfered to another department at work..DELI..
Next day i found that Deli is fun.. (plus free meat n cheese to bring home)

1 day my bicycle broke down..
Next day i manage to repair it myself.
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went "Western Sizzling" for lunch Buffet !! with ah min during a OFF day tog.
Get to indulge in my favourite salad bar..
(bacon, cheese, raisin, leafy, potato, macoroni, spag, olive, ...

Its only $15 SGD..which is pretty cheap for me.
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Not sure what awaits me in the future..but at least im moving
Forward.

2009-07-06T19:56:00.000-07:00

Went nick's house as he cooked some FOOD and invited us,
during one of the night...forgotten when is it though....
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Wanted to go to the
beach to look at the fire-work
as America celebrate their
'Independance Day' 4th July that is.

BUT ! Miss it because of work... nevertheless..
spent some time 'moon-tanning' with shumin.
Girls talk ..
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Off day was spent washing my clothes.
Had a nice long bath.
Make some normal food for myself.
Watch some TV.
Catch up with my sleep.
Went out cycling for awhile because i think im putting on some
weight. I think.
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2009-07-06T19:54:00.000-07:00

haha..one of the picture that was taken

quite a long while ago...

the day i was mugging for exam

and we went 7-eleven to

have our 'instant noodle'

2009-07-03T22:18:00.000-07:00

Then we met the Twins ! (who work in the Cinima)

George n Nick..

There are many twins here..

2009-07-03T22:14:00.000-07:00

Thats my ROOMMATE.

Both Russian..the crazy ppl

2009-07-03T22:08:00.000-07:00

That was earlier on when we are on the

'road trip'

2009-07-03T06:52:00.000-07:00

There is this wander machine here that DRY the clothes..
so i dun't have to bring my clothes out to DRY.....love it.

Theres this wander microwave machine that i
learn to make good use of it...and make many dishes out of it...

Theres this nice dining room that makes me
feel like ........cooking?

Theres this wander TV....that have MANY WANDERFUL channel.
Love it.

2009-06-30T22:26:00.000-07:00

Some people are just so irritating...

some people are people you just can't understand..

bottomline... there's nothing to be done.

anyway....

had some time-out yest. after work..
to relax......

It wasn't a crazy night..

But i definately feel better..or i think.

JUST when i thought been away means less drama..

I realise... it never stop coming and it also means its
time to handle everything..on your own. ....Muahahaha
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Bought a Fosssil sunglasses..which i have been eyeing for awhile.. Hee.

2009-06-29T11:08:00.000-07:00

Funny things i hear all over the place...

Qn: "hey can i help you ?"
Reply: " i have been helped"

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Qn: whose next ??
silent..............
Qn: Can i help somebody ????? *screaming away ....

...hahhaa ok not funny...but ..still funny to me.
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH

crazy ppl!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-27T06:34:00.000-07:00

Just when im thinking

how have roy been doing..

aky sent me a photo...

i wan CARLS JUNIOR !!

Chee Wei seems to be

spending some great time over at

his Aust. too..

Great =)

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Went to the beach YEST !! finally...

because the last few attempt was either raining..

or the weather is just TOO cold..

So...this time it was right..

the beach is crowded.. n did manage to dip

myself in the 'wave-y' sea... It was a good afternoon spent.

2009-06-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

Communication is indeed ...almost ..everything...

i love the freedom i got.. *once in a while....

Caught "hangover" n "sister's keeper" at the RC movie theatre..

Whats life w/o someone to share it with.

2009-06-23T20:40:00.000-07:00

so much feeling... but so little to tell...

the day before..was a superly 'down' day for me..
cos im tired....n my eyes is red...n im just feeling upset.
and some other litte nitty things...

the nxt day ..which is 'today'...
i told myself that i MUST BE ....happy.
so......i did try ..n it kinda work...

so.........................

anyway....

whenever a person say 'i dun care'..or ' i dun give a damn'
it means more then just that.

2009-06-18T22:52:00.000-07:00

Some photo we took during last outing.

with Natty my thai fren n JOE my BRO

and Renee..our Uncle who always ferry us around.

2009-06-16T22:28:00.000-07:00

Went to another club call 'KELLY's" yest.

This time with 1 more Russian girl..But ...some mis-understanding...

that make me think alot ...

Anyway...it was a nice place...

But wrong timing.

I LOVE ..................................................YOU.

2009-06-15T17:55:00.000-07:00

Went to Brewing station ..a little club here..

Its not the place but the ppl you are with

that make the place.

and saw our manager from work...

Its cool...
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Went to Chad's house..a boss from my 2nd job
with Joe as he happen to live a few house away from us.

I shall learn to believe that everyone has their different side.
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2009-06-15T17:30:00.000-07:00

Its weird but i feel kind of at-home...

Although something is still missing..

BUT....

im just happy that my 'studies' is over..

Cant wait to built my little future.

TO DO LIST : Thanks God.

2009-06-06T21:37:00.000-07:00

Finally got my pay check...

Finally bought Krispy Kreme DOughnut that i had been eyeing
for a while..

Getting used to things around here.

Glad that i brought my Laptop along.

Got my Hello Kitty Atm card

Manage to pick up a BIG Seashell...to keep as sourvinr

Glad that im living ok..n still surviving .

Like my bed. Though is not my bed.

LOVE e cold wind though its cold.

2009-06-03T22:19:00.000-07:00

Im sitting in the kitchen dinning room...alone..
Blogging..life is such a HAZE...

If things dun move or change then way things go...
i will change...

Life is pretty good ...and im feeling this
with a big guilt in me...

Lastes news is... I got a 2nd job....

THIS mean that im leaving North Caro. earlier and with ease.

Which is a gd news...

2009-05-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

Just one of e photo that was taken..

Its e sun n e beach .

Its along " kill devils hill" in North Carolina.

e Weather is cold though its SUNNY.

2009-05-27T22:45:00.000-07:00

Open a bank account today...its cool

had tried ah feng home - cooked food ... its nice.

visit a memorial place..by Wright n Wilbur..e guy who start aviation history..

went cycling... took some photo...

...THEREs only so much a photo can take.

Wat is left is e memory that wil be with me..

2009-05-23T21:25:00.000-07:00

Currently looking for new apartment.

Eating all the weird FOOD.

Meeting some Ukr and Thai student from the exchange programme.

Trying to figure up how to dry clean my clothes...lol.

Trying to keep my belly filled.

Trying to stay sane.

2009-05-23T20:56:00.000-07:00

Thanks for everything you do. Lots of love =)

2009-05-21T20:26:00.000-07:00

Life is short ....jus wana jot down as many memories i can recall.

So...

After we had settled down to the new 'hotel'...,

we went to check out e beach Atlantic Ocean..

Food store here will quite miles apart...

n we drop by our workplace.

AND learn some new language...(jus for fun)

and ...meetin our room-mate.

and having FREE Breakfast at e lobby.... (which makes me happy)

and....OH but i like my privacy....

IMAGINE..a toilet fill with BRAsssss

thats all for nw.

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2009-05-19T21:21:00.000-07:00

4 Hour flight to HK is ok. With body guard Feng Yi.

13 Hour flight to NY from HK is kind of..Killing me.

Watching American Nxt Top Model
Eating and sleeping

Upon arrival..
the weather is too cold for my comfort.

And
we took a bus follow by the "SUBWAY" .
then walk alittle till we reached..."American Youth Hostel"

THEN ! to my astonisment....a 10 bedded room waiting for me.
Other roomie were already sleeping so we CREEP slowly to our bed n
assembled ourselves..then bath then sleep.

Sounds bad ...

DAY 2

is better as we check in a proper HOTEL, called Quality Inn.

Haven had a proper sleep for a long while.....

E weather is jus freaking cold.

Thats all for now.

2009-05-13T13:39:00.000-07:00

3 more days to America !!!!!!!!

2009-05-13T13:37:00.000-07:00

This photo looks kind of comical ..

so i decided to post it.

2009-05-13T13:32:00.000-07:00

Thanks for e bday celebration !

Wanted to write a compo of thanks..

But..

Well...im sure it can be felt.

2009-05-11T09:04:00.000-07:00

Too mANY things happening at the same time...

BUT

i would say its a good thing.
The last night of 2008, i pray that 2009 will be a crazy year.
Somehow..things are kinda like that. N im loving it.

Another wish is to go on a long overseas trip...n scarily enough..its happening ....soon.

...i din really pray to bump into my 'someone' but somehow...he just appear.
Though things wasn't that simple...

still....wads life without some drama.

2009-05-10T07:11:00.000-07:00

i think he is really cute =)

DYT !

2009-05-04T06:57:00.000-07:00

Manhatten ! NY ! .. and ...Swine Flu ! hahaha

2009-04-16T06:53:00.000-07:00

To get something you never had,
you have to do something you never did...

2009-04-14T12:18:00.000-07:00

Reminder for myself : never to take anyone/anything for granted.

2009-04-14T11:50:00.000-07:00

Mario - How do i breathe ~

2009-04-12T00:35:00.000-07:00

Its better to die in battle field
than to give up and fade away.

2009-04-12T00:08:00.000-07:00

Some NORMAL and random Pic.

Mambo Night before mugging for my upcoming EXAM!

2009-04-04T10:42:00.000-07:00

My dream House.

2009-04-04T10:37:00.000-07:00

1 word that i had to keep reminding myself these days...
....e "f " word..

Focus !!!

FOCUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe a wanderer....
But never a drifter !

2009-04-04T10:32:00.000-07:00

Jeeesie jus pops up as n when she like...so....

Anyway after watching "Marley n ME" !

I learnt to treasure......my dog.

2009-03-25T08:00:00.000-07:00

Life is such a blur...

Among them ....theres always some goodness.

2009-03-23T08:39:00.000-07:00

To trust your instinct...
it also need courage to follow through.

2009-03-15T10:03:00.000-07:00

Did i mention that i feel like...im losing faith in ....everything ?
Everything.

2009-03-09T06:17:00.000-07:00

Isn't love funny...
its as short as i spelt it

aky san

2009-03-08T08:05:00.000-07:00

sunny day after sch =)

i love my bestie =)

2009-03-08T05:24:00.000-07:00

- trying to be funny

- dun....dun cry.

- then we quarrel

- then we r good.

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--im so tired with my life.

2009-03-05T07:04:00.000-08:00

Life is like shopping....

If you wana shop then go.
Not happy then DUN.

Want to buy then buy
Not happy then jus TRY

Bring a fren along if you want.

Shop alone is also fine.

Never buy jus becus it LOOK nice.

Wear le then know if you're RIGHT.

2009-02-24T21:44:00.000-08:00

-Wentworth

Miller

Since i hav some time to spare...

hav been watching Prison Break!

He got e blue print, map, code tattoo over his body for

his escape plan.

Its a smart series.

2009-02-23T02:49:00.000-08:00

---> my private mini plane =)

What is life about ?

Life is about spending time with your loved one.

2009-02-19T06:30:00.000-08:00

Im so tired of my life.....

e only little thing that im looking forward is a trip to America...!

I just want to be away for awhile.

Be it for e best or worse.

My life is sooooooooooooo on a standstill.

2009-02-17T08:29:00.000-08:00

sometime i feel like im suffocating
sometime i jus need some air..
sometime i jus wan to disappear for awhile.
sometime i jus dun wanna care.

Yum.

Im feeling sooo moody lately...
sorry for any witness of my MIA.

Thanks for e vday prezzie.

xoxo

2009-01-31T09:16:00.000-08:00

A pic of Jessie new hair cut to commemorate

- CNY !

Jessie like me. And i like her. Really.

2009-01-31T09:00:00.000-08:00

A group photo to commemorate a night of

- Rock DJ

- 'fatty' guy

- illusionist

- Ling Jie ....lol.

- Mambo Jambo

- OH...n e shuai ge

2009-01-25T09:17:00.001-08:00

My life could have been better.

2009-01-22T10:22:00.000-08:00

I want to be ....forever 21.

2009-01-20T07:31:00.000-08:00

Lastest tots that keeps running through my mind....

What happen after i grad....
- Travel work in USA ? ----for a few months.

sounds like e PERFECT idea .................................no ?

So economy will be better by then. (By e time i returned)

So that i can fulfil my wish ie. staying abroad.

So there is something for me to look forward.

So ... (while always expect e unexpected )

So that i won't have any regrets.

2009-01-19T07:05:00.000-08:00

sometime i really wander wad life is all about.

Anyway its still a weekend well-spent.

its a day that make up of :

1) mov'en ice cream

2) on/off sun

3) corona & Bora Bora

4) n some random story abt e AH MO muahaah....

5) Vegetarian food

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2009-01-15T08:35:00.000-08:00

Learning to appreciate e small little things.

2009-01-06T10:03:00.000-08:00

- Another crazy deed before

e end of 2008

e day when im superly depress

and i went to look for EGG.

2009-01-06T09:53:00.000-08:00

- e Stand chart pic.

- 1 of e last 'eventful' things

covered before 2008 end.

2009-01-06T09:34:00.000-08:00

- Ritz carlton was a more like a impromtu decision

but still a memorable one..

cos ...

THIS bloody bathtub inspire me.

NO?!

This is 2009 first little madness. =)

2008-12-30T07:59:00.000-08:00

-Robert Pattinson

how can i not talk about Edward Cullen

Caught twilight with niu today.

AND 1 of e best gift for Xmas

is Twilight series in FULL ...YEAH !!!!!

from Kel.

2008-12-28T08:33:00.000-08:00

To keep track of some of e movies i had watch over this holiday.....

Movie: Little miss sunshine

Its about a family where everyone have their own prob...

n how a road trip changes.....almost everything.

touching n ...nice.

Movie: First Daughter

I have watched it before..but ..forgotten about it..
so i decided to watch it again.

E Main character Samantha was trying to live a normal live..
but wherever she go...there wil be body guard with her..

so.....

Movie: Hairspray

I always wanted to watch this..so when i finally found it

..its was ....so so for me..

i think "MA MA MI" is better..HMM...

this show reminds me of e BIG girl who dances around tru out e show

n Link ( acted by Zac Efron ) is so cute.

And other show that i din finish it../ i nearly feel asleep while watching are....

1)burn after reading

2)material girl

3)over her body

4) ...etc... ( AND MANY MORE... meaning: time wasted)

anyway...e point is....

life sux WOOAHOO ! ji ji bon bon ji bon ji bon

- A little pic of Ed Westwick to end e day.

~~ Chuck Bass

2008-12-21T23:36:00.000-08:00

- This is so cute la !

The dog must be thinking..

"hmm wads that 2 spongy thing on me..feels gd n mighty"

I doubt they know it mean - hotdog

2008-12-14T09:20:00.000-08:00

im missing some good old days....some days that i knew
can never be e same again....

that i hav to keep telling myself to chin up and move foward with
wad my life is having now.....

ok im been naggy again...

did i mention some ppl is really irritating...
some..... i mean a few...n it hurts.

n they are normally e ppl you are close to...

so does it mean that it is always safer to live ...........................
more independently..

2008-12-11T23:32:00.000-08:00

Nagging issue part 2

how right or wrong can one intuition be.

is it hard for me totally trust someone ...like wholeheartedly...
or is that person jus not that trustworthy to me...

is it ...that i dono e person well enough or...
there isn't much more for me to know.....n i hav alrdy know everything . n
thats jus that.

is it ....im too free that i start to think alittle too much...
or ....i hav jus become alittle to naggy inside of me.

is life too simple that i start to complicate myself....
or ....is life too complicated n its going to destruct inside of me ..*ZA BOOOM !

muahahaha.....

2008-12-11T08:53:00.000-08:00

- i like gossipgirls...

- e thing about show is ......

i got suck into e story..n forget about my

own...story.. my life i mean..so

.....

i like gossipgirls.

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david archi - crush...

im so moody

GRR

WHY is there always a pattern... i mean...

you know when one moment you feel you living one of e happiest moment/

day in your life...

you KNOW ! nxt moment..behold for a some down turn...

things always happen this way...

n when e cycle keeps repeating... im already prepare to be disappoint

instead of really believe im happily living e moment and enjoying it...

long story short.

nothing is forever.. not that i dono BUT...................

its jus frustrating..

im learning to be living a crazy life again....n not caring too much.

but i feel like im just running away from e truth...no ?

n e last thing i wan is to be ignorant again.

- blake lively ( guess i spell it correctly)

she is as lively as her name

Like her blonde. her name. her hair..her style ....

e breeed of this dog is

"mini pinscher"

so cute....

*random.

lastest news:
i attempted stand chart 10k run ...2nd run in a year..
It was pretty easy this time round. ho ho.

Xmas is coming...
all i want for xmas ....is ................YOU ~~~~~

2008-10-12T09:22:00.000-07:00

once in a while...life jus sux a big time..no matter how cheerful a person can be.

life can be so mundane...

i wan an Internship to Germany !